I wrote this nearly ten years ago, when Miss C was a toddler and motherhood felt like it had completely taken over my life.
At that time, everything revolved around nap schedules, feeding times, diaper bags, nursery rhymes, and functioning on broken sleep. I genuinely believed life had permanently shifted into this new version.
Reading it now feels like looking at a snapshot of a very specific phase — intense, exhausting, overwhelming… and strangely beautiful.
Because slowly, over the years, many of those things changed again.
Sleep became more continuous. Outings became spontaneous again. Nursery rhymes quietly gave way to my older playlists. The diaper bag retired. And the messy house… well, that doesn’t change ever, does it? 😄
But that version of me was very real too.
So I’m leaving her thoughts here, just as they were lived and felt.